It is the fool who falls “in love”. It blinds you from the inevitable shame you will feel once they have had their fun with you, and gone. Lieing to you, sneaking behind your back…laughing at you with their friends…saying…
“Ha-ha…look at the silly, silly fool, stupid bitch, she was never smart to begin with”
I am ashamed, embarrassed and utterly humiliated, and yet I wait in hopes of an apology or explanation that I know, from past experience, will never come. There will be no more writings, for I have nothing left to say. From this point on I have made the decision not to come back to this place of unrest again, It is-the end.
You are not the one who needs to apologize…People like this is a major reason why the idea of “TRUST” is in shambles..
I don’t know what happened, but I pray you find peace.